The person I loved, I use to miss him and wanted to see him again...I waited a year and now I have moved on. When I was with him I didn't have a voice. His rejection hurt. His love was something I was trying to earn.
Love allows your existence. Love speaks to you. Love doesn't shut the door when you're near.
I was someone to help steer his boat, then once he found his co-pilot I would be tossed into the sea to drown or swim alone to try and save my life.
Love doesn't ask you to make that sacrifice. Love meets you everyday where your at. Love doesn't tell you your not good enough. Love gives you something to build from.
When with you I only shed tears, felt pain, felt more lonely, and unlovable. How did I think I ever loved you?
Maybe that's all I have ever known love to be, from mom to dad to friends and now you. If this is love then I say now " No thank you".
I have picked up the pieces of whatever was left of me with self love and care.
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